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no words can actually describe the personality i have.
i love to laugh, love to listen to music & i love spending my time with my ♥ ones.
i have hee-yuge dreams, and i'm currently working my way to achieving them.
i love to do random acts of kindness, something about making people's day for no simple reason=).
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[ Thursday, December 27, 2007 ]
10:14 PM
long rants
I went through all the magazines from respective polytechnics in Singapore and picked out a number of courses (o.k lah,only 3) that I wish to enter. Mostly courses involving media, journalism.Somehow, when I took a step back to comprehend what was happening, I kept thinking "Can I even enter?Will I survive?".
I looked at the C.O.P,the minimum for English is a B3.
I looked at the pictures, the students taking these media courses are all smart and good-looking. Wearing such nice and trendy clothes, that I can't even imagine myself as one of them.
O level results are drawing nearer. And I am getting much more stressed by day.Alot of what ifs going through my mind, you know. I mean, do I really want to be involved in media- related stuff? Yesterday during the chalet, we watched the video of the Bash. Looking back, I wasn't that great. In fact, I seemed more like an extra while Kak Su & Taufik were entertaining the audience. Really!Anyhooos, I loved the experience.=)
On another note, I'm contemplating whether I should go for a job interview tomorrow with Anati. I don't know if I'm up for it. I'm just sick of staying at home, feeling useless. And the people who always ask me "Not working?", makes me feel even worse. It does not help that my mother is against the idea of me working because she's worried I might lose interest in my studies. Mummy, that is highly impossible. I want to work solely because I want to kill time and make money so for once, I can chip in to pay for something in the house. I already feel very guilty letting my sister pay for the new hi-5 and tv for our room by herself. She's already paying my tab for the stuff I ordered from Avon( she insisted though, since she got her bonus)
I think that's enough ranting for today.I hate feeling useless. Feeling useless makes me feel fat too. Grrrr.
I looked at the pictures, the students taking these media courses are all smart and good-looking. Wearing such nice and trendy clothes, that I can't even imagine myself as one of them.
O level results are drawing nearer. And I am getting much more stressed by day.Alot of what ifs going through my mind, you know. I mean, do I really want to be involved in media- related stuff? Yesterday during the chalet, we watched the video of the Bash. Looking back, I wasn't that great. In fact, I seemed more like an extra while Kak Su & Taufik were entertaining the audience. Really!Anyhooos, I loved the experience.=)
On another note, I'm contemplating whether I should go for a job interview tomorrow with Anati. I don't know if I'm up for it. I'm just sick of staying at home, feeling useless. And the people who always ask me "Not working?", makes me feel even worse. It does not help that my mother is against the idea of me working because she's worried I might lose interest in my studies. Mummy, that is highly impossible. I want to work solely because I want to kill time and make money so for once, I can chip in to pay for something in the house. I already feel very guilty letting my sister pay for the new hi-5 and tv for our room by herself. She's already paying my tab for the stuff I ordered from Avon( she insisted though, since she got her bonus)
I think that's enough ranting for today.I hate feeling useless. Feeling useless makes me feel fat too. Grrrr.
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