♥Every saint has a past;every sinner has a future.

she walks in beauty,
like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;
and all that's best of dark and bright
meet in her aspect and her eyes.
hopping by.

profile entries tagboard friends

Hi=)

Welcome to my humble blog.
hits since Dec'06.

♥ Aziqa.

16 going on 17 as of Apr6'08
no words can actually describe the personality i have.
i love to laugh, love to listen to music & i love spending my time with my ♥ ones.
i have hee-yuge dreams, and i'm currently working my way to achieving them.
i love to do random acts of kindness, something about making people's day for no simple reason=).
from me, expect the unexpected.
reach me @ a/z/i/q/a/./z/@/h/o/t/m/a/i/l/./c/o/m/.

[ Wednesday, March 07, 2007 ]

7:05 AM

MOTIVATED

Adam Khoo Motivation Workshop 2007

Day 1/05.03.07- Icebreaker
I entered my super cold AVA room with no idea at all what was going to happen to me for the next few days,that was gonna change my life forever.

I got the original Mr Adam Khoo himself as my motivator as well as Mr Amin.Btoh of them are SUPERB. The amount of energy they have.Its undescribable.

What I admired of these men was that they used only less than 10 Powerpoint slides. They write whatever they want to explain.And that takes alot of effort.

Now my session was 8am-9pm everyday. I pitied my motivators as they had families but still went home just as late.

First day,my group was mainly hungry for point. Currypuff VS Kamaleh.Uber fun!!!

And thanks to Mr Amir for introducing us to the Chihuahua!

Look at the notes.

The three of US.

I was super tired and hungry when I got home,I could eat a cow while sleeping.HAHA.

Day 2/06.03.07- Emotional Breakdown

We're always early.

The mornings was fun!We had our usual rounds of games and laughter.We did many many interesting exercises too!Mr Amir was super entertaining can!How can I forget Kelvin??Our musicman who wants to be a nurse!Woohoo!

By afternoon,Mr Adam Khoo,the multimillionaire himself, took over.Then it began.

The tears.

He told us about how he felt when we told him we worth nothing.That actually we were winners.He said many many things.He got so into it he slammed the board and screamed SHUT UP. I nearly jumped off my seat.

Noone could take it when Adam started talking about our mothers and fathers.I felt like shit. Everyone did.

Tears just started rolling down everyone's cheeks as if a tap was running water non-stop. How couldn't we stop?Pictures of aborted babies and accidents were shown,reality checks were made.

And we finally found out that the most important person in our life is..Ourselves.

Noone else.

Say you are lonely,all you have is yourself ain't it?

When you go through ups and downs,its you who is beside you 100 %.

But seriously,I've never seen my cohort crying,sobbing loudly.

And at the end,it was the best part.

We got up and hugged each other.

What I liked was that I could finally hug people whom I know I have hurt their feelings like ALOT. I hugged everyone I could,with a message saying that I'm sorry.Sorry for treating them badly.

And after that,I felt so clean.Clean of enemies and hatred.I loved everybody.Even if people had hard feelings for me.I didn't care.

The Power Of Adam Khoo.

Day 3/07.03.07- The TRUTH.
In the morning with Amin was fun!We did many many chihuahuas!!!HAHAHA!
Even Mr Amin got all skanky.HAHA.

HAHA.Siao.

Anyway,Mr Amin aims to have $2m by then time he reaches 32.He's 26 now and has almost 40%.Ninininarinininaaaaa!Haha.Power eh.Plus he's good-looking too.Very clean and smart.But got girlfriend already ok!

I liked my speed read exercise even though I got dizzy doing it.But fun lah.

When Amin left,my friends gave him a poem which I wrote last minute to thank him:)

Adam took over and we went through steps on how to prepare well for Os.It was an eye-opener.That we do not have much time!:o

All Adam talks about is mainly about GOALS.Thanks to him,I have set clear goals now:)And I'm doing my best to achieve it.

He gave us many many techniques.By the way the way he projects himself is super funny!Hehehe. And he sings.Millionaire mahhh,hati senang!

Sadly,when he left,we didn't know he was not coming to our closing ceremony:(

Closing Ceremony.
Yay!Both my parents came and I was uper excited! The day before we were told to write letters to our parents and I was abit excited to give my parents mine.But the closing ceremony was a HUGE eye-opener.

I just know we are gonna make it:DAll of us.

What shook me was when my cohort started going infront and talking about how they've changed and appreciate their parents more ever since the program.They cried.Girl,guy, popular,shy.

Everyone was the same.

We cried because we have a heart.And we knew why it was beating.

Then came a point when we were told to give our letters to our parents. With cheeks drenched in tears,everyone was scrambling searching for their parent(s). My Mom waved at me when she saw me and I ran to her.

I hugged my Mom and mumbled a mish mash of sorries,thankyous...

I hugged my Dad and promised I would do my best for Os.

I rarely,in fact, never done that before.

So you know lah how it feels.

Then I went over to Ms Lin and she too started crying.It was a super emotional time!Nothing else came to our minds but our parents and Os.A feeling I have never felt before!

How sad,Amin and Adam weren't there:(Aanti cried like mad when we were told they weren't coming.
___________________________________
But now I ask myself.What am I going to do.Amin and Adam aren't there for me anymore to keep motivating and pushing me till the big Os come.

But I made an oath.And I'm putting to practise whatever I learned.Yes,I will.

I actually have a belief to get as many As as I can and actually go to NTU.I never dreamnt of such places before that.

The Adam Khoo workshop affected me so much,that I'm a changed person.

It affected me so much,that I'm starting my revision/notes making not next month,not next week but tomorrow.

It affected me so much,I'm thinking od cancelling my plans to UK.That time can be used for revision seh.

I have clear goals now.

I know where I want to go.And I'm gonna work so hard for it.

It doesn't matter what stuff that I will miss.Seriously.I can't bother much anymore.

Because I want to be able to have many CHOICES as possible.

But with Choices,comes Consequences.

Thank you Adam and Amir.
I hope you <3 my poem.

100%.

I have taken many things for granted in my life.Never a day I would go hungry.Never a time where I had to work to support my family.Everything was there.But I never made full use of it.