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like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;
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♥ Aziqa.

16 going on 17 as of Apr6'08
no words can actually describe the personality i have.
i love to laugh, love to listen to music & i love spending my time with my ♥ ones.
i have hee-yuge dreams, and i'm currently working my way to achieving them.
i love to do random acts of kindness, something about making people's day for no simple reason=).
from me, expect the unexpected.
reach me @ a/z/i/q/a/./z/@/h/o/t/m/a/i/l/./c/o/m/.
[ Friday, July 15, 2005 ]
6:49 PM
dun be foOled
TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!thank goodness its friday!!!!..hahaha..cant stand to stay in skool man..haha..i've got so much shit happening..if i have to b vulgar..i'll b vulgar in my entry today..lol..i'm not gonna sound like maself..lets get on wif it..
ana.met ana today to pass her the money..i think she din recognise me..haha..she was walking so fast!!!..mcm ade stalker gitu..eh ana?..hehe..well..finally got to pass her the ten bucks..punyer la susah nak jumper dier for the week. we both were bz wif skool..
maths.ooOh..i love maths babyy..i can finally understand wat ms lau teaches after the sum disruptions are put away.. far awayyy frm me in class..yeehaa..i was so glad..i seemed to b the only one answering ms lau these few days.. the chapter is not so hard to understand reali..piece of cake..hehe..cheers!!
malay dance rehearsal.hahahahahaha.i got kicked out of malay dance practice today..why?..well..coz two other prettier gerls got my place..geddit?..btw,tt was a sarcastic luff juz now..ferz i was IN,coz noone wanted to dance.. then i was OUT..coz four ppl joined..i had to go out..then i was IN again..coz they were juz joking..not serious bout joining at all...then finally today,the actual rehearsal..i finally am so so OUT!!!!!!...is dat big enuf???..liyana told me thiz morning..first period.. wen i asked her whether the practice is still on or not..i was so damn pisssssssed coz i'm so like a *~#@!*% spare tyre...yup ppl,imma fcuking spare tyre..juz mess wif ma feelings..dammit.. why dun ppl look at me for once and let me make the decision for myself??..yes..i have feelings if you're wondering..you want me to "relax"??.."relax" you say?..you're taking away my place?..and you want to be fcukingly "relax"ed??..wad da hell are u toking abt??..you noe..mayb its my fault..coz i dun fight back..coz wen i do..i can go crazee..tats why..i'm too guai n quiet...you juz step on my head..not onie step..but stomp on it too..mayb coz i noe very well,i'm not popular..not everyone noes me..and i'm not the prettiest gerl or watsoever..so i guess tats why it has been happening to me..i'm so lucky to have other friends hu reali treasure me..coz they noe i too have feelings n i have a say..haha..history..streams of tears falling down my cheek?juz wipe it away and put your head up in the sky..coz noone makes decisions for me,except for GOD n myself..or tell me wat to do or whether i'm in or out..man..today muz have been the fcukiest day..yeaa..i might have red eyes juz now..but i wasnt thinking abt tat dumb performance..i was thinking...why do my friend(s) do this to me?my friend(s)?why do you turn to me wen you're troubled,but act like a ***** wen you've got all u want?..yes i can b your shoulder to cry on,but cant you at least share me your joy?..i reali din intend to put my sisters into this..but i was so troubled,i had to tell them... they're my true shoulders to cry on..for once juz now..i felt my friend(s) were avoiding me..tats wat i felt..but a constant "hey,u okay?" bugged me..wat do you mean?..do you noe wat it feels like?..to be stepped on the head?..to feel that ppl dun care wat u feel??..i guess you dont..so i guess the answer is...I'M NOT OKAY... not for now..btw,u hurt my feelings wen u told me to shut it wen all i ask of you was wat's the next step for the maths qn.. how selfish can you be?.. btw, my happy ending sux..coz my happy ending cums onie once awhile..btw,to da person/people whom i'm writing abt,n you know its u,i dun care if i'm cancelled from your friendship list or watsoever..coz you dun deserve mine ok..if you've said sorry..i might consider it..if you've got nuting to do wif this,jgn lar terase pulak!..hehe..you guys muz b wondering how many ppl or who am i toking abt rite?..well,i dun reali like to mention names or wat,n it mgiht keep you wondering..haha..but i'm happy for those performing,except ahem ahem,hope u guys'll make a gud performance k..have fun performing..and taking my place away..
wow..tat's kinda long for the short day i had today..oh yeaa.. i wen to jamiyah juz now..to c my lil kids..but i onie saw khabil,habi,luqman n nelly..and the other cute ones..and the belachan sisters..haha..n aisha!!..haha.. went to century sq again..to stare at the choc fountain..haha..n eat at food culture..
till then,take care!!meanwhile,i'll be waiting for the next fcuking day