she walks in beauty,
like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;
and all that's best of dark and bright
meet in her aspect and her eyes.
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♥ Aziqa.

16 going on 17 as of Apr6'08
no words can actually describe the personality i have.
i love to laugh, love to listen to music & i love spending my time with my ♥ ones.
i have hee-yuge dreams, and i'm currently working my way to achieving them.
i love to do random acts of kindness, something about making people's day for no simple reason=).
from me, expect the unexpected.
reach me @ a/z/i/q/a/./z/@/h/o/t/m/a/i/l/./c/o/m/.
[ Tuesday, May 10, 2005 ]
3:18 PM
my digital story
haluuu!!!!..juz cam back frm the library..it felt so weird..there were so many people staring at me as if i know them..so weird..yesterday..a gerl walked past me and smile as if she knew me..i smiled back of course..thinking hu the hell she was..today..two gerls at the library walked past me n my frenz..they also looked at me..u now..a look which says i noe you..dammit..then they took a peek at me again and said hi so many times..finalli i said hi too..coz she's being friendly..so wats wrong wif saying hi back..then i turned and looked at my friends..saper sak tu??..my frens all showed me this face..so we juz ignore la..there were so many ex-yumins at the library juz now.. including yours trully..hehe..there were so many malays frm so many different skools..there were junyuans, east views,east springs,pasir ris',loyang and many more..all malays..while i was reading my 8days mag..there was this gerl hu suddenly walked infront of me..i was sitting down on the floor at the corner near the computer area.. she too smiled at me..i felt so guilty not noeing these ppl!!lol!!...then she was toking to sum guys in the comp area.. came out and starting to tell her friends 'macam azura eh?'..i was like hu da hell is azura..i hope not tat raja azura!!..hehe..so i juz smiled back like a complete idiot..why are people so friendly??..too friendly..
well..the library got very noisy..but for once,me n my friends were'nt the noise polluters!!!..i was reading 8days.. anati was reading a book while aishah was listening to my discman while reading sci notes..see..we're gud garls ya noe..lol..then,came tat stoopid librarian..u guys noe hu..the lady hu keeps shoveling her finger to her lips telling me and my frenz to keep quiet..tiz time she got nothing to scold us for..coz we were damn quiet..but she alwaes carik pasal wif us..she still did tat dumb sign..then asked us whether we littered the paper which was beside aishah..i was like hell no!!!..lucky she juz said okay..if she told us to clear the paper..i wud juz walk off and leave the library..i mean..not our litter wat!!!!..then got tiz lady hu wanted to scold tiz grp of malay boys for making so much noise..so she to walk past us..she told anati to sit beside aishah so she won't block the pathway..mepek sak..tempat tu banyak space sey....so anati juz moved..then she asked anati why she made this tsk tsk sound..she tot anati mcm tak suker arh..but anati said tengan makan guler2 la..biol sey pompuan tu!!!!!(the librarian)...makan guler guler pon tak bleh sey..mepek sey..i juz said aper jer!!! kuat kuat.. its so ridiculous..den frm far..i drank my root beer drink and tat stoopid librarian saw me frm far at her desk..she stared at me..i was like pegi mampos..aku tengan haus..so i juz drank infront of her face..wtf la..my probelm wat..takkan aku nak dudok situ kehausan pasal dier kan..puh leeze..
had such a fcuking day..wif tat idiotic fool..urgh..my mom's home now..she's nvr home at tiz time..ha, tutoring my stupid brudder..he's been bugging me for a b'day present..dammit..he's an idiot..mater duitan.. my aunt has been asking for me wat i wanted for my b'day..i said anything oso can..but she insisted tat i sms her wat i wanted..till now i havent sms her..coz it reali doesn't matter if you give me presents..though i love receiving them!!!..hu doesn't?..its the thought tat counts..reali..as long as you wish me happie birthday..i'll be very happie..i'm not like my money minded brudder..mayb coz he's used to being manja manja wif my parents..coz he's the only son..yeaa..my parents had wished i was boy wen i was borned..coz i'm the 3rd child.. well i turned out to be a gerl..so its like pompuan lagi..u noe..like da bosan la..i used to beg my parents for a bike..but they nvr bot for me till now..thinking i'm still like a small kid hu cant take care of my self while cycling..my brudder always get wat he wants..gameboy advance,xbox,naruto head gear,bike,new clothes.. i have to beg like hell..luckily there's a man in my life called my daddy..my hero..hehs..but he wont buy me stuff i want..juz stuff i need...there's juz so manys things i want..and teenagers want like me..i mean..this'll prolly sound ridiculous..but wen i go out..i ALWAYS use my sisters' clothes..coz i dun have nice clothes..i dont even have a pair of jeans..all i wear are my sisters'..all hand-me-downs..my mom even told me to stop growing so tat she wont have to buy for me new clothes..yeaa..i'm like the tallest woman in da house now.. if your mom said dat..dun u feel like an ASS??..i feel like i'm such a pain to take care of..
i tink its better to stop here now..i'm like so gonna start to cry now....oh great..see i told you..noone reali undertands me..rite now my brudder's being fed by my mom..he's the pain in da neck..tue tue pon kene suap..tats why i involve myself in all this taufik stuff..at least tat will keep me happie..haha..and my frenz and sistaz..they're my shoulders to cry on..huh...my mom took leave so she cud teach my brudder and feed him and manja manja him..i'm juz a piece of warm body here..gotto go now..take care ya'll*muacks*
~she cries in her lonely heart thinking...
if there's nothing missing in my life,then why do these tears cum at night?~